But the train is never late. Oh, I`m beginning to feel ill...If only Papa would come."

"No, no. I liked only to hold him."

`` My sweet friend,`` she wrote. When shall we see you? Anya told me yesterday that you would come soon. It will make me so happy. I like it when you talk to us about God.... God seems to be so kind, so good. Pray to him so that he helps mama to be healthy. I offen see you in dreams. Do you see me in dreams? When will you be telling us about God in the nursery? Come soon. I am trying to be a good child like you told me. I shall always be a good child if you are always with us. Good-bye. I kiss you and you bless me. Yesterday I had a grudge against the little one Alexis but then I made it up with him. Loving you, your Anastasia.