Disillusioned and rejected by my community, I often spend time on the computer looking up celebrity facts, fiction, gossip, etc...

I wonder if my life would be better or worse in the lime-light.

I have been ostracized by my peers who have seem to forgotten me already.

Unfortunately, my reputation as difficult and domineering did not help. I am intelligent, though by no means a winner at life.

I have a big heart, I`m loving, and I matter where it matters most.

I also look 6-8 years younger than I am.