I still like him , you know it wouldn`t have mattered how he was or saw me blue in the face , I`m fascinated because I haven’t found someone else in person and maybe it would have been like that any way, if he wore more active with his spot light reports of course it would be more exciting to look at everything he was doing, although because of the nature that I couldn`t be anything a like too Joaquin Phoenix or for him, I find that "I`m only left with awe in enjoying an amuse inside me and it didn’t have to, been anything to anyone, if a man even looked like him it`s not him, and I really have to be in love , I still feel vibrant in some ways about Mister phoenix , it`s my mind loving it, so much and a feeling of escaping mentally in words and stories that seem or are absolutely crazy, he`s so beautiful, maybe it ‘s truly the best I could have ever had from a man and to be honest it was never like this before, until a Prince is real or then I’m not expecting a shinning arms and no worry, I don’t think at any time, Joaquin phoenix would be shaving his beard and flying to Calgary Alberta to see me in person, too fall in love romantically with me, that’s funny not real, just over what a few words and pictures, sure,, no , I don’t think I would have had that kind of zeal, at all, thank you,!