I can give you the facts but it`s hard to say who i am.

Because no matter what i say, you can never really know me.

:]That is unless you`ve talked to me.

And even then, you can`t really know me as well as you think.

Because i am constantly changing.my apperance, my personality, my obsessions, my hates,my addictions, my outlook.

Whether you read this or not.

You will not be any closer to knowing who I am at the end.

This is just a rant.I just really want to strive for something else.

I know there are people who have said these words before.

I know everyone wants to be noticed.

To be different.

But you don`t get that way by copying and pasting.

:]You can`t get your originality from another person.

I think it`s fine to admire people.

:] I admire alot of things about the same original people you idolize.

But I don`t idolize people who found their own way.

I try to create what they have using my own path.

I barely understand anyone or anything anymore.

Really i dont.

People are so odd.

It`s like, what do we try for? What are we reaching for? Because you`d think it would be happiness.

:] But the struggle it takes, to get there.

To utter and complete security.

To a place where you can be free takes so much more effort.

:] Where there is me.

Who watches.

And learns from others battles and mistakes as well as my own.

And i finally have figured out that people try too damn hard for things out their reach.

Then they fail and they fall harder.

It`s all so fruitless :] I`ve come to find that there will always be people trying to bring you down.

Whether it`s out there in the real world.

Or here on youtube.

People can talk shit and think they know me all they want.

Call me a slut.

Call me anything you`d like.

:] Go ahead and spew all the bullshit you want from your mouth.

:] I think it`s great that your so bored you need to make yourself feel better by saying things about me that aren`t necessarily true.

Please take me seriously when I say I do not talk shit and I do not write hatemail.

And when you start with me.

:] I will strike you back twenty times harder.

I look through you before I say something.

I see everything you are and everything you want to be.

And I will point out things that dwell inside of you :] that are too terrifying to let yourself realize.

I don`t like conflict or drama i have to much of my own.

But I`ll deal with it if I have to.

I would just prefer not to. Your Ridiculous Pictures Don`t Attract me. Do Not hit on me, I do not like you.

life isn`t about keeping score.

it`s not about who you`re dating, who you dated, how many people you`ve dated.

not about how many friends you have.

it isn`t about who your family is or how much money you have.

or about what clothes you wear, what shoes are on your feet, or the kind of music you listen to.

it`s not about if you are gorgeous or ugly.

it`s not about if you are fat or skinny.

or about what color hair you have, or the color of your skin.

it`s not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everyone says you are, or how smart tests say you are.

it`s not about how athletic you are or how lazy you are.

it isn`t about changing yourself so people like you.

but, life is about the people you love and the people you hurt.

it`s about who you make cheerful or miserable.

it`s about keeping or betraying trust.

it`s about friendship.

it`s about what you say and mean.

it`s about what judgements you pass and why.

it`s about jealously, ignorance, revenge, and fear.

most importantly, it`s about using your life to touch or poison other people`s hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone.

Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life`s about.

I shouldn`t have to explain myself.

So therefore, i`m not going to.

All i have to say is, i have a name..

it`s Megan (: If you don`t understand, then you don`t uderstand.

I`m not that hard to figure out, but if it is for you then your not worth my time, but again i will tell you i`m the the sharpest crayon in the boxx.

I`m complexed, yet simple.

I can be the meanest person if given reason to be, but i`m the nicest person around who loves to smile, and cuddle (: I`m also said to be one of the `chillest` girls around, hah.

I`m not here to try to impress you, but i will anyways, and you`re not going to impress me, i`m a tuff cookie.

I`m here to live and to do what I want to do with my life.

And to give you something else to talk about.

And that`s exactly what I`m doing.

You can tag along, or get left behind.

That`s your choice.

Anything artistic in anyway, shape or form, is what I live for.

Dancing is one of my biggest passions, it`s fun (: i play softball (: it`s fun.

It`s what makes me happy.

And what lets me show everyone whatever im feeling or telling a story about or simply just showing the movement thats in my mind.

I`m extremely down to earth and open to any new ideas.

Try me baby, i`m ready