Trying to pretend it`s perfect
Wish that I could run away and hide
In someone else`s life
Feel like I`m 5 and helpless
Like a child left alone
Crying through the night
And when you yell at me
I get scared of you
All I want is to be close to you
I wish I could tell you the way I feel
But I can`t break through
I don`t wanna talk about it
I don`t say another word
I`ve already said too much
Cause you just never seem to get it
Do you even care how much it hurts?
To hate the one you love
And I`m just waiting for the day
When I, when I don`t have to
Dig up through the landmines
So afraid if I say the wrong thing
That your gonna blow up at me
Till I crumble to the ground
Finally I`m getting stronger
And if I have to walk away,
I will, And I won`t turn around
If you saw my tears,
Would you look away?
Hold me close?
Would you beg to stay?
If I fall apart,
And let you see inside?
Would you tell me it`s alright?
I don`t wanna talk about it
I don`t say another word
I`ve already said too much
Cause you just never seem to get it
Do you even care how much it hurts?
To hate the one you love
And I`m just waiting for the day
When I, I don`t have to
Dig up through the landmines
How can I be so conflicted?
Your the light and the darkness in my heart
You`ll always have a place inside it
How can loving you be so hard?
Just want it to be ok
Someday, Someday...
I don`t wanna talk about it
I don`t say another word
I`ve already said too much
Cause you just never seem to get it
Do you even care how much it hurts?
To hate the one you love
And I`m just waiting for the day
When I, can finally leave all this hurt behind
So I don`t have to dig up through the landmines
I don`t have to dig up through the landmines
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