Wish I was,
Too dead to cry.
My self-affliction fades.
Stones to throw,
At my creator,
Masochists,
To which I cater.
You don`t need to bother,
I don`t need to be.
I`ll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won`t let go `till it bleeds.
Wish I was,
Too dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all.
Never had a voice to protest,
So you fed me,
Shit to digest.
I wish I had a reason,
My flaws are open season.
For this I gave up trying,
One good turn deserves my dying.
You don`t need to bother,
I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won`t let go `till it bleeds.
Wish I`d died,
Instead of lived.
A zombie hides my face.
Shell forgotten with its memories;
Diaries left,
With cryptic entries
And you don`t need to bother,
I don`t need to be.
I don`t need to be.
I`ll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won`t let go `till it bleeds.
You don`t need to bother,
I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
Once I hold on,
I`ll never live down my deceit.....
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